Since my last blog I managed a catch up with Bhav but not in Muswell Hill, Stoke Newington 3 crowns instead. Was so good as it really had been too long. We started chatting at 6.30, next thing it was 11.30. wasnt particularly boozey just a nice night. However the trip to Kew was cancelled due to team sickness and bad weather. also I havent made it out tonight due to some external forces which I am not going into here. needless to say i hope things work out for the best even when they seem tough in a moment in time.

I am sooo tired especially after the car broke 2 saturdays ago. it was a new problem and i am passed worrying in the moment. call motability, they take it away, i now know i can get a taxi from access to work and continue life. however as the garages need phone calls, arrangements, discussions and so on it takes its toll. i got the car back, but it needs to go to a different garage in yorkshire because the doors and ramps are separate apparently. so i have a now driving/road worthy car but i cant get in/out on my own. at least i can drive home tomorrow. seems like theres a load of people about i havent seen so looking forward to that anyway.

i want to wish Clare T and Jenny D a happy birthday, hope the drinks tonight r good, sorry couldnt be there. Happy Easter to everyone else if I dont blog again the next couple of days. enjoy your weekends. i just hope i get some energy back and sort the car next week as works going to be manic finishing off my role. mexico cant come quick enough…